What am I supposed to be doing?

I am currently not studying for my final tomorrow (obviously, because I am writing this blog instead). I am not sufficiently prepared, nor am I extremely anxious about it. I am strangely calm. My theory is that I am so overwhelmed by the volume of information I need to have in my head by tomorrow morning that I do not even know where to start. If I were to start to think about it, I would have a panic attack like no other panic attack I have ever had before, my heart would stop and I would die. My body is obviously aware of this and therefore, as a defense mechanism, is diverting my mind from thinking about the test. Instead maybe I will start writing my 20 page paper that is due on Friday and that I haven't started. No, that sounds pretty stressful too. Im just going to continue with my little brain vacation for now.